Godamnit~
Somehow my entry got cut off,by some works of the $@%@$!

Anyway I was saying that Johnny Depp is the one casting Edward Scissorshand.
Maybe u know it already.
Whatever it is,the momment is gone~

Sigh..the sun is big but not warm.
And it really makes me zzz.

Eat,sleep,slug,pig.
Gr8!I am so sick of my lifestyle that again I feel like slaining me,myself and I.

How long am I gonna stay as a slug like this?
Life without a job after graduation is just not right and makes u depressed.

Just incase you think that I seem so right whenever you see me,I am gonna give u a big F.
(F=fail,not the usual vulgar F I use)

Coz you never take a good look at me.
You are never here to see me how depressed I am inside.
I am just rotting away~Rotting away to a slow,painful death!

Maggots and all sorts of worms crawling out.
Shit..this is disgusting.

But one part of my dreams yesterday is really horrible n disgusting!
Horrible,stomach turning,image revolting creatures!

Had some other dreams as well.
Are you ever amused by ur own dreams?How they seem so wrongly combined yet appear so natural and right at the same time?

Anyway I am so sick (and I m sure u r so sick of reading e same old rantings!) of my indolent self!!

I wanna be energized!
I need some good old batteries in my body!
I wanna feed my mind,my body and soul with Energizer!

10th January 2005.
I am gonna turn my world around!

I know I always said this but I am really too ready for things to be done!
Till nothing is done,I feel so damaged!

Shakes myself outta confusion,depression and whatever negativism~


It is time...